Iron grip

I'm gripping the past with both hands now, pulling it into the present for a final showdown.

Or is it gripping me, pulling me under the water's surface?

The past may threaten, may flash a set of phantom fangs when I tell it to go away but it isn't really coming back. Time goes forward, never back.

But sometimes the past is as present as my own mind, and it is up to its same old tricks. Sleights of hand and feats of illusion.

momnme1st


Why do I still talk to you almost every day? Why can't I just accept you for who you are and get over it already? And then I get out the family pictures and realize how young you were. I'm sorry.